Sunday, November 27, 2011

Update! ....Yay?

Yo, guys.

No, it's nothing new with me... Well, other than a funny Black Friday story. For some reason, Corporate put the store that I work at opening at midnight instead of 4 am on the website that day.... And people were trying to get in. Mall security wouldn't let them, so one of the customers called the cops on the store. The cops thought it was mall security calling for backup so they brought the drug dogs with them. Half the line vanished... Albeit we were still WAY busy all damn day.

On the other hand, my friend Kenneth, the guy with the weird haunting thingie happen to him at Medicine Park, may have seen Slendy in the Walmart by my house overnight Black Friday. Only thing that makes not only me and him but Xi kinda doubt this is that the poor guy had gone 29 hours with no sleep. So maybe he saw him, maybe he didn't.

I did go to Medicine Park Black Friday with my parents, but I didn't notice anything odd or have anything happen. Just thought I'd mention it. Whatever it was that attacked him might have only wanted him and his friend gone, or only goes after people in couples or alone or something.



Tuesday, November 15, 2011

Lady In The Mirror, Slendy in the Closet

To make this clear, the Lady in the mirror has always been there since I can remember.
She has never been friendly.

I just mention it lately because I've been exposed more to mirrors in dark rooms lately than I usually. There's also the fact that with all this extra exposure, I've noticed more details about her than I did in the past and her energy feels different - stronger.
It could just be me. Maybe I'm just more in tune to her stuff?

I saw Slendy last night. I was drifting in and out of sleep when I saw my closet door (which is a purple curtain instead of a door) shift. So I sit up and begin to untangle myself from my blankets to get up because I thought one of my cats had gotten into my room without me noticing and was fucking around in my closet.

Then I see his hand pushing the curtain aside, ducking and stepping into my room. He comes over and stops at the edge of my bed and just stares. I was staring back for a while and then I get cold so I start recovering myself with my blankets. When I finish he's still there, still staring.

Then he tilted his head, stared for a while longer, and left my room. He was even nice enough (ha) to shut my door behind him.

I could feel him moving around the house but I'm not sure what he was doing. He was gone when I woke up.

I don't know if he touched anything or moved stuff. I have three cats and they like moving stuff so I wouldn't know if it was them or him. My house is too permeated with the Lady's energy right now for me to be able to catch any residual energy.
Maybe I'll figure it out when I go home tonight.
Maybe not.
Maybe I should've just asked him what he was doing.

Good luck finding a job Aiden. Hugs!
I've got a job interview coming up at Spencers. Hopefully I'll get the job.


Saturday, November 12, 2011

Merf... Update While I'm Thinkin' About It

Hey, guys.

Sorry, I haven't posted anything. Like I mentioned awhile ago, normally I don't have shit happen to me. It's normally people around me. Not a clue why. I kinda forgot to post about these things when they happened, but at least I'm posting now...

Last month, my two guy friends, Colton and Kenneth, had some weird supernatural shit go down. ...Well, and my baby sister MIGHT have had a sighting of Slendy up at a kid's park. She and her friends were "hunting ghosts" 'cause it was Halloween the following week and they were on fall break. At both locations, they freaked themselves out too bad to even really see anything so they went to Kidzone, a big playground. They're just chilling and they swear they saw him. And no, I didn't tell her about Slendy. I wouldn't do that. Her friend told her. Well, my sis says she left her twenty dollas in the car and they all bolt back to the vehicles. Everybody's fine, but it's still worrying...

 Kenneth was up by Medicine Park, a suburb of where Xi and I live, taking pictures with a friend of his. After a bit, the dogs nearby start going beserk. The temperature MAJORLY drops and they see this faceless tan thing. They freak out and bolt back to the actual town to calm down and maybe head back out for more pics. I think they were headed to a restaurant there when the same thing happens, albeit it's MUCH closer this time and the thing screams at them. Kenneth also swears that he saw some guy in a suit run behind the restaurant. I'm not sure exactly what it was, but I still suggested that he carry something with him as protection in case it was something after him specifically.

Kenneth and Colton's thing happened about a week before my sister's did and well... It's too close together for me to feel comfortable for it to be coincidence...Colton didn't actually see this, but he was present for it and mentioned it over Skype when we were IMing one night. He and his family had had a big fight earlier that week. I don't know what about, I didn't think it was my business to ask. But shortly after, his mom, his dad, and his younger brother start seeing this demon thing outside the house. He didn't know if the animals reacted to it at all, but still enough to freak anyone out. So, his dad decided to do a smudging of the property. For anyone who doesn't know, it's when someone takes an herb, sage normally, gets it smoking, and walks around the room or the house. It's supposed to cleanse the place. No more sightings after that, but I thought it was worth mentioning...

Welp, that's all from me. I'm gonna go try and get some more sleep. Y'all stay safe!


Saturday, November 5, 2011

Back From The Dead

Well, not literally but you know what I mean.

Aiden, I'm not angry at you and I forgive you. Yada yada. You went through a hard time and I can't hold your reaction against you. I'm just glad you seem to be doing better. I've been really worried.

Okay, I know I've been quiet lately so I suppose I'll write an update on both the freaky and non-freaky to explain why I've been away - starting with the non-freaky.

I have been job hunting like crazy because I desperately need a job. It's getting harder and harder to pay rent and bills. In fact, our electricity is cut of right now and so is our internet/phone. I have to go to a friend's everyday to eat, drink, shower, and all that as well as to get online. So you see why I'm desperate for a job.

Something on a happier note - I've been particpating in NaNoWriMo (National Novel Writing Month) this year. The challenge is to write 50000 words in 30 days and I'm ahead of schedule with 14247 words.

I still have been sleeping at home during the nights which ties into the freaky. I haven't seen Slendy in a while, but I've been seeing something else quite often. There are a lot of large mirrors in my house. There are two tall mirrors in my living room and on the opposite of the house there are the master bathroom mirrors that directly fit in between the two tall mirrors in the living room... For some reason, knowing this, always sets me on edge. Then again, I have always had a fear of mirrors and the layout of the mirrors on that side of the house freaks me because it almost feels like a mortal opens if I have the doors open and the mirrors can reflect each other.

I see glimpses of a woman in the mirror that isn't me. She's taller, thinner, and most definitely not friendly. No, I'm not mistaking myself for her because when I see her, I still see myself in the reflection. She's just there as well, even when I'm alone in a room.

She's hateful and dangerous and I can't stay in a darkened room with a mirror for long.

Fuck Slendy. He doesn't scare me one bit.
But this mirror lady... She's been scaring the crap out of me since I was a little tyke!

((And no, she's NOT bloody mary or anything like that.))


Monday, September 19, 2011


Last Monday, coming back from a cousin's wedding in Fargo, ND, I thought I caught a quick glimpse of Slendy on the side of the road. Sorry I haven't updated in a while, it's just that I haven't had any Slendy stuff happen and I've kinda been busy with different stuff. I'm playing catch-up now so that I'm not completely in the dark and for some reason I'm getting less hours at work even though most of the other people has class and other shit to do.

Sunday, August 14, 2011

One by One

They're all going mad.
One by one, life by life.
They've lost what they loved, what stablized them.
They're putting the memories of those they've loved and lost to shame.
Darkening the beauty of what they once had.
Shaming themselves and their loved ones in their madness.

It's hard to see all of this happen.

Tuesday, August 9, 2011

Addressing Comments

Aiden - I've been trying to stay on top of everything that's going on with you and everyone. I'm sorry things aren't going well and I hope they get better soon.
I'm trying to find some way I can help, but alas my search is rather futile. The most I can do is offer my love and support as a friend.

I live even if there has been a few troubling things in my life lately. Nothing to worry about though. I have everything mostly under control.

As for you 'Tiger'. I'm sorry for everything that you're going through, but you really shouldn't waste your time vaguely threatening me. I am not your enemy, nor was I ever. You may not be yourself, but I still am your friend.
Besides, you and whoever else you are working with right now will not be able to hurt me even if you tried. I am out of your reach and I have Slenderman's protection as well as my own abilities.

Kayomie, don't trouble yourself over someone vaguely threatening me.
I'm safe, I'm alive, and I'm going to stay that way.

I wasn't kidding before when I said I have the ability to protect myself. Even before he did whatever he did to me, I had my own tricks. I had power before and he only amplified it as well as giving me some new tricks.


Saturday, August 6, 2011

Saturday, July 23, 2011

Fucking Neighbors

Jesus, fuck, I hate my next-door neighbor. It's bad enough that once her female cat had kittens, she kicked both her and the kittens out of the house where the other cats that are either strays or cats whose owners don't fucking bother trying to keep them in their yards can get at. She made it worse a while ago. I wanna say that she left to go to a job interview in San Diego about two months ago and packed up her kids, dog, and male cat AND LEFT THE MAMA AND KITTENS BEHIND! My parents and I started feeding and watering the family about a month ago because we couldn't stand seeing the things starve. So, yeah, on top of the Slendershit thing, I've got cats I'm stressing about because my neighbor is a fucking bitch. And we've already had one kitten die because a stray cat, we think, got at him. Goddammit... I gotta chill a bit.



Monday, July 18, 2011


Sorry, I haven't updated in a while, guys. I've been busy as fuck and haven't had time. Plus Blogger's been being a bitch and won't let me comment. I'm behind as utter hell in the blogosphere. If y'all have any new info, feel free to share. I just got back from Tokyo in Tulsa, so I'm recouping from that and the elevator from the hotel probably knocked the rocks in my head loose 'cause my inner balance is messed up.




Tuesday, June 28, 2011

Bleeding hell...

I've been keeping out of this battle, out of this fight. The only thing that tied me to anyone of you was the fact that Slendy stalks me and is doing something to me. I came here to try to seek answers, that's all. Slendy was never a threat to me or any of my friends down here, for some odd reason and I never worried. I just wanted to know what was going on with me, what he was doing to me.

He recharged me today, feeding me some more of his smokey tendrils. It had started to hurt since it was more than the last time and my body rebelled, but it stayed down.

I can't keep the wool over my eyes. Slendy may be kind to me, in his own way, but It is getting to be a problem after the tragic blow It dealt to the 'family' I considered friends. I can't pretend It doesn't affect me anymore.

I'll do everything in my power to help you guys.
You're not in this alone.


Sunday, June 26, 2011

Keeping things going...

I'm going to go ahead and share the answers to these little riddles so that everyone else has them, because the game can't be slowed or stopped. It's too much fun!

He's learning something he knows very well.
Something you and I have but he never had.
Something that makes us prey and he the predator.

Our mortality.

Useful tool for who in darkness dwell. Within you, corrupting like a deadly spell.


You might be wondering why I'm doing this. Why I'm playing this game... Because knowledge is power, mon amis, and he doesn't want you to know what I know. I'm seeing how far I can push him until he does something to stop me - if he even can!


Tuesday, June 21, 2011

Riddle Me This

Useful tool for who in darkness dwell. Within you, corrupting like a deadly spell.


Sunday, June 19, 2011

Play with Me

Have you noticed that he's been on edge and upset lately?
Do you know why? I DO!

I could tell you, I could explain it all and allow you the power of that knowledge but I won't! It's no fun if I answer the riddle for you, now is it?

But I know you'll play my game.
Because I know you want this power over him too!

So play with me, little ones.


Tuesday, May 31, 2011


I get pains in my veins, just in one spot. If I slap the area it'll move up or down my arm and eventually just break apart or something. I think it's something like a bloodclot messing with me...
This is something I've had for a while, but I've started noticing patterns in when the way they come. Before, I never could find a pattern, but now I see one.

They come when he comes near and when he leaves. They always pass though.
They also come when I use the extendo-arm thing and sometimes, when I dream things involving him, I wake up with the pain.

I'm mostly just amused by this.


Tuesday, May 24, 2011


Blogger's being a bitch and won't let me comment... Probly a good thing since I had a Grammar Nazi moment. Anyway... The only new thing is that I've kinda had been stupid in mentioning this, but if anyone's seen the latest Marble Hornets vid... Um, not totheark's response, the one where Jay got pounced by Slendy. Yeah... The structure that looked part tree and part house? I've got one within walking distance of my house... I haven't gone exploring around it, yet.

Saturday, May 21, 2011


I just got back from the city. Went up there to root a friend of mine on in his first drag pageant.
He didn't win, but he didn't get last place either, but the judges didn't give him that much points because he wasn't.... Eh, how to say this...
The judges wanted BAM!drag, not convincable drag. They wanted whacked up-dos that real girls would never wear, makeup that looked unflattering, sequins, glitter, and back-up dancers and everything.
I don't like those judges.

I had a great weekend, partially in thanks to a psychic vampire that got a kick out of trying to drain me.
Now, don't start worrying about me letting a psychic vampire nom on me all day. I've got a surplus of energy thanks to my empathy. I feel and absorb the emotions of others and it tends to bottle up since I can't release it so it's a good thing that he kept feeding off of me.
I feel lighter and more relaxed.

Um... You probably are more interested in the 'freaky shit' part of it all (unless psychic vampires are freaky enough for you.) Let's see... I saw some graffiti related to him in the city. He wasn't around very much, mostly far away. That silly stretched feeling. He was closeby once. I saw him when the psychic vampire and I were on the padio of my friend's apartment having a smoke. He was standing off in the distance, half hidden by the corner and just watching.

Other than that? Nothing new to say.


Wednesday, May 18, 2011

*Insert witty title here*

Don't worry Aiden, I'll try not to hurt anyone too badly while you're gone and I'll do my best to keep Kayomie from losing it.

But first.... I'm going back to bed. I feel like shit and my stomach hurts. I can't feel this crud if I'm asleep.
You know who seems to be in a bad mood by this. Then again, I should be in the bad mood since he scared the shit out of me watching me lose my dinner last night. I think I told him to go fuck himself with something, but I can't quite recall. I was a bit out of it.

And hour later I asked him if he knew of what was making me sick?
Slow but need removal of source to reduce threat.
So that's a.... maybe? Then again, why would he need to know human illnesses?

Sandwich, then bed. Good idea? Eh, what does it matter, I'm going to do it anyways.


Tuesday, May 17, 2011

Oh hell no


Alright, I feel better now. Sort of.
I have one less roommate now since my so called 'sister' showed up with the cops, waking me from a very nice dream, and took her shit. I don't care that she's gone and moved out - good riddance. Things have been calmer at the house since she's been staying over at someone else's anyways.
What pissed me off is that she felt the need to bring cops over to get her shit, like we're some kind of monsters who will throw a fit over her leaving when she's been a pain in our ass since almost day one?
See, I wasn't even pissed at her then. I just calmly watched and even helped her gather her stuff, but I couldn't help but get mad when I asked here "Where are you living now?" and she tells me "Don't ask" and won't tell me because it'll upset my other roommate?
LIKE I WOULD TELL MY OTHER ROOMMATE ANYTHING! Geez! She's the one who sat there and specifically told someone something I asked her to keep secret since it wasn't any of their business!

I find out after she leaves, though another source, that she's moved in with one of my roommate's parents.
Great, so she prefers pill-poppers and perverts over us.

Hell's to good for her.
I'd see her remains hanging in a bag from a tree and still would feel that that's too good of an ending for that back-stabbing, lying little cunt.

Can you tell I'm pissed?



I'm in the mood to watch something about Jack the Ripper. Anyone know a good movie or show? Heck, even good fiction on the internet would be dandy. Something that isn't a documentary. I've already seen those.
I'm about to watch From Hell despite it being horribly wrong, but it's the best I can find right now.

Yes, I'm strange and have a thing for Jack the Ripper.

Monday, May 16, 2011

Some thoughts...

If you don't know what I meant in the blog about the extendo-arms, go read the comments there. I don't feel like repeating myself. I'm still having issues comprehending what happened.
It wasn't the first time and if his amusement gives me any indication, it won't be the last.

Speaking of him, he's been keeping his distance from me - standing and watching from a distance.
I asked him why but that hardly helped clear things up.
Not safe.
I asked him what isn't safe.
Now, that confused and worried me so I said, "Don't you protect me?"
"If you're protecting me, why am I not safe?"

He chose not to elaborate and left for a while, as if to punish me for prying by making me feel that stretching sensation I get when he's gone.

Is it safe to say that things on my end are making less sense?


Tuesday, May 10, 2011

Happy Birthday, Me!

Yeah, I know. It's pompous and pretty much asking for trouble, but I don't really care. Today's my 20th birthday! Whoo!

I got How To Train Your Dragon and monies! That's it for now, but it's more than I was expecting. Now I just have to wait one more year and I can go get wasted.


Sunday, May 8, 2011

Bloody hell.

So much drama in my house right now, it's making my stomach hurt. I hate it when it gets like this.
It's irrelevant to the 'freaky shit' but I just wanted to say... bloody hell, this drama sucks.

Small update today. I saw Slendy on my way to the store and back. It's odd seeing him in the sunlight.
Like usual, I waved. He tilted his head and told me to stop. So I did. Which was good because some bozo sped around the corner and could've hit me.

I asked him why, and apparently he feels some odd ownership or something over me.
So, to be funny, I told him happy mother's day.
I don't think he got the joke.


Wednesday, May 4, 2011


If you see a girl wearing too much eyeliner and black clothing that is limping around, that's me.
I fell about an hour ago and scraped the fuck out of my knees, which is pretty damn sad considering I'm very talented at falling. Usually I fall and bounce right back up without even a limp.

But no, I had to scrape the shit out of my knees and it stings, which makes me limp because bending my knees or stressing them makes it sting worse.

I sat on the curb for a while, staring at my knees. I had an eerie moment of peace as I watched the blood well up and spill. Everything was so quiet in the neighborhood, so calm. My world had been narrowed by the pain, focused on the sight of the blood. Yes, I can be disturbing at times. I've always been this way.

This is all irrelevant, I know. I just wanted to let you all know that I'm still around. I've just had no reason to blog. Sad, huh? I'm not even interesting enough for a proxy to notice. Ahaha.

Good news is that I'm still mostly human.


Hooo Boy

While Xi's had nothing new on her part and I haven't had any bizzare dreams lately, I have been sort of contacted by a proxy today. MyDarkJournal, a proxy on youtube that Dr. Cairo followed and I think was stalked by along with the dickhead known as Benefactor, has friended and subscribed to my youtube account.

Before anyone asks, no, I don't have any vids up on the thing yet. The yet is because I do plan on eventualy starting up a book reviewing series, not recording myself as I sleep or some such nonsense. I'm not quite that stupid. Not to mention that even if I wanted to, I don't know where my folks put the camera. Just thought y'all would want to know in case something happened, which I doubt at this point.


Tuesday, May 3, 2011

Best Birthday Event EVER

I know I'm behind in mentioning anything about Bin Laden's death, but having him die 9 days before my birthday is easily the best thing to happen in my lifetime.

Nothing new on our end of the Slendy front. No bizarre dreams on my end, albeit my night paranoia is still around and I have to sleep with my laptop on because I can't find a nightlight to keep in my room where I can easily see, and Xi hasn't mentioned anything new on her end either, so so far so good.


Saturday, April 30, 2011

Fuck this week.

Seems no matter what I do, this week just keeps getting worse and worse. First, the priest who confirmed me passed away Friday. Second, that same fucking day, I found out that my other best friend's one-year-old daughter probably has Scarlet Fever. And now, I find out that it's thoroughly possible that not only is Dr. Cairo dead, but was a proxy the entire time.

What did I do to piss God off this time?! Grr.... I gotta crash and hopefully chill out.


Edit: Okay, turns out that Cairo's probably alive, albeit not well, and Specter and his group are looking for him and Benefactor and have some control of his blog and twitter. So good news there and my other friend's daughter is much better than she was Friday. On the downside, I'm feeling the first effects of the loss from that same day kick in. I knew the shock would wear off. Later!

Wednesday, April 27, 2011

Funny Things

Alright, now that I've had some time to rest, drink tea, and the lot I may as well update you all on the freaky shit that is my life.

I went to Maryland for a handful of days to celebrate my birthday with some friends up North (and my boyfriend). I didn't really think about him until the second night.

This is the farthest he's followed me so I think it's safe to say he's officially stalking me.

The hotel I was staying at, Hagerstown Con. Center has an abandoned house behind it. It's not a very big house, just a little stone one without any doors or windows so you can see right into it during the daytime. One night, as I was returning to the hotel and entering through a side door, I happened to glance over at that little house because I felt him.
And there he was, standing beside that house, making it seem even smaller than it already was. When he realized I had spotted him he tilted his head. After a while I waved at him and went inside.

I saw him again the next morning as I was leaving the hotel, through the same door. He was closer now, in the little field between the house and the hotel grounds - just staring. I waved again and got strange looks from my friends and boyfriend.
Who are you waving at?
Oh, a friend. He's over there.
They look but he's already gone. That's how he is sometimes.

I could feel him during most of my time up north, except for the day we went into DC to see the Smithsonian museums. (Air & Space and Natural History in case you were wondering. ) But he was back again that night.

Nothing happened out of the ordinary. Usually I saw him near that house, though sometimes I saw him in the trees on the highway as we were driving about.

Now I kind of wish I took the time to look at that little house. I was curious about it even before I saw him there, since I love old things and old ruins, but I was just too busy.
I guess my curiosity about that old house will never be sated.
Oh well, can't be helped. There was probably nothing of interest there anyways.

In summery: Yes, he followed me. Yes, we chatted some. No, nothing really interesting happened - I think, aside from me spotting someone who looked a bit peculiar - but that could've been my natural paranoia.

Anyhoo. Now you know.



Neat. I just realized this is my thirteenth post!
I love that number.

Tuesday, April 26, 2011

Guess who's back?

Yes, I'm back from outer-space! If you can call outer-space Maryland.

My trip went super well, it was super fun, and I enjoyed it offensively.

I can't think of anything else to say right now.


Monday, April 25, 2011


Nothing much, other than I'm pretty much better from yesterday. Thankfully, we also got a bunch of rain, so less of a chance for fires.

Oh, and before I have anyone freaking out on me, Xi's out of state visiting a friend for a few days. I'll bug her to post when she gets back so you know that she's back safe and sound.

Anyway, that's all for me. Stay Safe, y'all.


Thursday, April 21, 2011

Something out there HATES me.

I have once again caught a case of feeling like complete crap in a totally different way. I've had a constant headache for two days, I feel sick to my stomach, and I almost fell asleep taking a damn shower! I'm not even running a fever and this happened! Albeit, that probably explains why my dream was so fucked up yesterday. Anyway, to tylenol and pushing fluids!


Wednesday, April 20, 2011

Weird Ass Dream

Now before I go into the weird dream I had last night, I wanna state that I do have these very realistic-looking dreams quite often. I don't know what they mean, but they tend to startle me awake every goddamn time. This one might have been triggered by my headache and all three dogs staring at the door long before Mom came home.

Anywho, my family, some guy I don't know, and myself are in some house that I don't recognize and I'm chilling on the computer in my room. My room has one area that's just one long wall of windows that are mostly covered by black paper except for this one strip at the bottom. I sense someone watching me through the window, and I go to investigate through this narrow strip I can just barely see through and I see Slenderman next to a tree in my backyard just staring at me, with his head tilted. I panic and bolt through the house, screaming about what I saw.

The next thing I clearly remember is startling awake and feeling like something had shook me awake. I was the only one in the room and the headache I had gone to bed with had escalated into a throbbing migraine. Don't know if it means anything. Albeit, I did find out that Dr. Cairo's gone missing and his blog is under Fearful Benefactor's control. I don't think they're connected, but I find it rather disturbing nonetheless. 


Sunday, April 17, 2011

Silent Hill

Like a fog the smoke fills the air, shrouding the buildings in the distance and covering everything with a pale, ashen hue. The sun is up ahead, blazing brightly, but yet it does nothing to melt away the fog of smoke.

Sounds like I'm talking about Silent Hill, right? Well, I'm not. I'm talking about the town I live in. We've had so many fires that the smoke is just laying about like some stubborn fog. It is kind of odd to walk outside and see this and smell the flames in the air.

Fires, smoke, and burning. I don't think anyone's been hurt yet...
But it is that season of the year.


Friday, April 15, 2011


I've heard more than once in the past, usually in regards to some accident that 'could've killed me' if I hadn't been so lucky.

It's not a matter of luck. It's preservation. Protecting your assets. He won't let me die, at least, not yet and as far as I can tell - not anytime soon.

He told me that I was lucky when he came to visit tonight. He told me I was lucky.
I don't really know how to take that, but he seemed to be a bit confused by it and I felt like he thought that I was some oddity. I felt like I was some experiment that hadn't gone the way he thought it would. Yet, at the same time, I think he was pleased with the results. No, I know he was pleased with the results.
Right now he isn't close by. I don't know where he is, but I feel a bit stretched (if that makes any sense) when he's far off like this. He's still talking with me, a bit, though he isn't answering all of my questions. He's been busy.

I asked him if he'll kill me someday and was surprised that he answered.
No, he tells me. Can't. Not anymore.
I asked him why and I swear, he laughed about it.
Can't say. Better not to know. You can't know.
Oddly enough, I'm perfectly alright with that answer. If he says that it's better for me to stay clueless about that, I suppose that it is. He doesn't really seem like the type to lie like that. That and it's not like I fear death.

Still... It's interesting to be having a telepathic conversation, if you can even call it a conversation, with something like him.


Wednesday, April 13, 2011

Son of a bitch...

Something's going on with Xi, and she's not talking to me. I don't know what it is because we don't live together (sorry, yuri fans) and her phone doesn't have minutes... So, there's shit I can do. Dammit, Xi, if something's happened to you, I'm going after Slendershit and tasing the fucker. And figuring out how to rip his fucking tentacles off. Seriously. 

Grr.... I gotta go kill some fucking zombies in L4D2 before I do something that'll get me killed.


Tuesday, April 12, 2011


There's no point in me updating since things have been quiet around here lately. He hasn't been around and has been absent from my dreams. In fact, last night I dreamt that I was something like a spy and then later, a witch. Fun stuff.

Waiting. I hate waiting, but that's what I'm doing. I have a strange feeling that something is going to happen - one way or another, and I'm just stuck waiting for whatever it is. I think he knows what it is but is waiting too.

As for freaky shit, there's only really one thing I can say... It happened again. That thing with my arm? And this time I know I didn't imagine it.


Monday, April 11, 2011

Blergh Update

Thank God for decongestants and the healing power of a good night's sleep. I'm feeling MUCH better, albeit not fully back to normal yet, but it's a HUGE step up than yesterday. I'm probably going to take the decongestant until I'm fully back to normal, though. Wish my voice would quit playing hide-and-seek though. That's a pain in the ass as a cashier.


Sunday, April 10, 2011


I've come down with whatever it is that apparently everyone but the people at my Walmart are getting sick with. On top of an allergy induced sinus infection, I feel sick, overheated, and I'm keeping what little I've eaten today down by pure force of will.

I don't think it's Slendy related, since the cough I have is because of crap running down the back of my throat. Other than that, not too much out of the ordinary. Now, if ya'll will excuse me, my bed and a cold glass of iced tea are beckoning.


Answering Some Questions

  • How long was He there for?
He was there for two or three hours
  • Did you feel anything from him?.
I could feel his presence, which is normal for me, but I also felt that I shouldn't pass him. It wasn't a threatening feeling though, just like... I don't know. Like someone at a store calmly saying, "Please come back later, we're closed."
It did irritate me since I needed to put something in my room, so I handed it to him and told him to throw it on my bed for me. Then I went back to the living room and watched some Doctor Who for a while.
  • How many people live with you?
I have three roommates.
  • I'll talk to Him when he comes by today (at least I think he'll be coming by).
If he does come around, feel free to try to talk to him about me. He hasn't been very keen on answering my questions right now and I'm only getting more curious as time goes by. And I'd really like to know why he changed me.
  • How long has he been stalking you?
I'm not entirely sure. Most of my childhood memories are fuzzy or gone, but I've found old papers from my early elementary school days. I used to write about him, so taking that into account and the fact that I've been done with required schooling for a while now... It's been a long, long time.
  • Just... don't be afraid. (...) Just stay calm when he comes around.
I've never been afraid of him and when he visits, I feel calm and at peace for the most part. Sure, he irritates me or gets me mad every now and then, but for the most part I actually like knowing and feeling that he's around.
And nowadays, when he's away, I feel like I'm being stretched and I don't like that feeling.


If anyone else has some questions, concerns, or anything, let me know and I'll be willing to answer them. Sharing what information I have may help someone else find answers and it may help me find answers.

And Kayomie, feel better soon sweetie!


Saturday, April 9, 2011


He's here.
Even though no one else here sees him.
Slenderman is just standing there, in my bedroom.
Eerily quiet.
Everyone's unaware of him.
Standing, so quietly.
Yet I know he's there because I feel him and I can see him through the crack.
Oh, I don't know what to do.
Unless he moves away from the door, I won't be able to sleep.


He's gone now.
I can go to sleep but I don't feel like it.
There's episodes of Doctor Who to watch.
Hell, I can't help it if I get insomnia.
Even while stalked by him I've got to watch my shows.
Really, though, I wonder what he was doing there.
Everything's okay though, so no worries.


Friday, April 8, 2011

Shinya / Kyo

Shinya is a strange cat. For the past hour he's been being... cute and weird.

-Sits at the front door and sniffs it.
-Walks away to the roommate for petting.
-Returns to the door and sniffs.
-Walks away to me for some petting.
-Returning to the door again for more sniffing.

I don't know what he's up to, but it's cute.
I think it's just my cat being a nutcase. He's always been a quirky, confused one and my sweet little transvestite.


And now it's Kyo's term to be a nutty feline. He started playing with the front window, swatting at it, hopping in and out of it, and finally jumping at the curtain and clinging to it until he fell.
Then he just got bored, I guess, and ran off to go play else where.

My cats, my darling little cats, are just too much fun.

I like having a pet or two.
I've never met someone who didn't like having pets.


Thursday, April 7, 2011

Pointless Update

Nothing interesting has happened since my last blog post. I feel him around the house but haven't seen him since the last time.

Nothing new aside from some phone and internet problems caused by some pole going down, or something like that. ATT hardly makes any sense.

I don't know. It's quiet.
Kind of feels like the calm before the storm, you know?


Wednesday, April 6, 2011

Well, this is interesting.

Aiden responded fairly quickly to our request for help last night and he found "in every myth lies truth" hidden inside of that story and the blog title.
Despite my history with him I'm still a bit skeptical about it. I mean, I wrote that little crappy story ages ago, and the title for the sake of the blog about it... So, why would it even work? It could just be some coincidence.
Then again, when it comes to him, that is rarely the case.

No dreams last night, but I woke up to my cat jumping on my sore ribs and meowing at me. My first thought was that my roommate had woken up early and had left the door open again - something I'm continuously scolding her for. But when I open my eyes I realize that it's still too dark for it to be morning already. That and I notice that my roommate is still lying right beside me, snoring her little head off.

So I sit up and my cat falls into my lap, head-butting me in the stomach and meowing. He quiets when my door scrapes against the floor. (My door wasn't properly installed and hangs low on it's hinges.) Kyo and I both quiet and look at the door, watching as it opens. I can't see anything since the hallway is pitch black aside from a shadow on the door. It takes me a while longer to realize that there's no way a shadow would be cast on the door like that.

So I set my frightened cat aside and he automatically cuddles up to my roommate. I go over to the door and the shadow moves, landing on my head. Now, I know it's not a shadow because it has weight. I look up and I see him standing there in the corner, right by my door.

And I blacked out for some reason.

Next time I know, I wake up curled up on the couch in the living room.
Nothing was different or out of place. There was no alien objects or anything, so I don't think anything happened.

Still I'm not sure what to think of this but it's.. certainly interesting.


Stuff from my end

I don't have much to report about from my end. It's been a long day at work and I've got another one coming up.

Other than that, my brain's been foggy since I went to bed last night, so other than that nothing much. Albeit, it could be that I haven't eaten a lot late last night or this morning. Anyway.


Tuesday, April 5, 2011

Requesting some help...

Okay, Kayomie read over my blog from earlier today and noticed some weird things. She thinks that there may be a message hidden in it.

So far there are some letters she's found so far: "Ine ve ry myo th" and one possible tranlation is "Very thine oh my" which makes little sense - especially if LIES and TRUTH is involved in it.

I don't know. I don't really believe there's a message, but maybe someone else here will spot one.

Below is what we think is relevant to the possible hidden message.

Mom was vvery mad todae. She tells me to not watch rugrrats on the tvy and to go play outside. So I grab my momkey and go play in the yyard. Mr Treeperson is there to play to! He wants to leave the yard and go into the darkestttrees and hhe is going to get me in trouble.
I go tell mom Mr Treeperson and I are going to play inside. She say that I LIES. No mommy, we just wanted to play. Then mom accepts the TRUTH and we all go play in the trees with my friend. We get cookies too.

Thank you in advance for your assistance, even if this is nothing.


Random thought of the day

I've been playing Pokemon Black, and I thoroughly love the story. I hate some of the designs and English names, but the story is awesome. Couple of  questions though. 1. Who would name their kid only one letter, KNOWING that he's going to become a kid? 2. How obviously evil are the 7 Sages? Other than that, I ever find the person who came up with the English names I will personally skin.


The title of this blog is a bit of a lie. There wasn't anything freaky that happened between my last post and this one. I didn't have any dreams, I didn't see anything.

Alright, so I lied again about the title. It amuses me to do that. I am posting a short story that I wrote sometime when I was a kid. I think it was early Elementary based on how crappy my handwriting was, how many spelling errors, and the many doodles covering the page.

For the sake of nostalgia - I'm typing it up exactly how it was written.

Mom was vvery mad todae. She tells me to not watch rugrrats on the tvy and to go play outside. So I grab my momkey and go play in the yyard. Mr Treeperson is there to play to! He wants to leave the yard and go into the darkestttrees and hhe is going to get me in trouble.
I go tell mom Mr Treeperson and I are going to play inside. She say that I LIES. No mommy, we just wanted to play. Then mom accepts the TRUTH and we all go play in the trees with my friend. We get cookies too.

Thank goodness for schooling because I would have to shoot myself if I still typed like that. Although now, after reading that, I'm craving cookies.


Kayo's stuff

Yeah, I've been pretty lucky. I haven't had any weird shit happen to me... Well, other than discovering after I saw Paranormal Activity that I have a horrid case of paranoia when I witness freaky shit. For the most part, I'm only around for research and to help Xi out with whatever she needs. Other than that... I guess I'm just an outside perspective? I dunno. Anyway.

I've been doing a lot of reading in the other Slendy blogs and it's fascinating and at the same time, terrifying. One of the main reasons Xirena's dreams and such worry me is that while I know he's connected with fire and fog and trees and such.... Smoke is something new that I haven't come across so far. Now I've recently caught up with The Tutorial, Descending into Darkness, What You Are in the Dark, Seeking Truth, Compile Truth, H(a)unting, and I'm mainly working on The London Librarian and A hint of serendipity. Does that mean I know just about everything that's going on? No, but I'm starting to get an idea. Albeit, I've only seen 2 versions of Runners/Fighters who aren't afraid of Slendy. Those are Sandra from H(a)unting and Rose from Empty Eyes, Blank Face. 

That's all I've got for now. I might update with more info or a thought later, though. Later!  

Monday, April 4, 2011

What's My Deal?

Alright, you already know who I am thanks to Kayomie's lovely starting post.

Yes, I am the one that "shit" is happening to.
This may sound crazy to some of you, but what do I care?

Alright then, diving right in...

I have a bit of a history with this Slenderman that everyone talks about. As a child I used to write short stories about him, though I called him Mr. Treeperson back then because he reminded me of a tree. He used to be my imaginary friend, of sorts, and for a long while I had forgotten him completely.

Lately though he has returned and has been showing up quite frequently in my dreams and, every so often, around my home. Usually he keeps his distance though but recently he broke the pattern.

I was having one of my typical zombie apocalypse dreams (yay!) when he showed up and the dream went wonky. The zombies were scared of him and ran off and I was left standing alone, in a forest with him. It seemed that, for some reason, he had protected me from them and I wasn't afraid of him. Then again, even as a child I never feared him. He picked me up and I shrieked, because I have a fear of heights, and clung to him so I didn't fall. He just tilted his head and stared at me. At least, I think he was staring. It's hard to tell with that non-face of his.

He wanted something from me, though I'm not sure what. I owed him. After a while I calmed down when I realized I wasn't going to fall. (That and getting into a scaring contest you're doomed to lose is always a good distraction from heights.) Once I was calm, his non-face cracked open and suddenly he had a mouth - or something like it since it was a bit Cheshire-ish - and this black... smoke-stuff came out of it and into me.

Then he sent me down and left. I was confused, naturally, but other than that I felt perfectly fine. My dream lasted a bit longer, mostly me standing around and trying to figure out what in the hell just happened, until my roommate woke me up.

I still feel normal but... things have gotten a bit stranger. I can hear him in my head now, though I can't understand him - yet. I can feel when he's nearby too.

I know it sounds odd to some, but I really do believe that Slenderman has been stalking me for some reason or another. I'm not sure what he did to me in that dream but I'm starting to believe that it has changed me somehow in the waking world.

He still doesn't scare me. Instead I see him as some kind of guardian. Perhaps that's just some childish folly leftover from when I was little, but I can't help how I feel.

There's more to everything. There's always more, but I think this is enough for now.


Basic Intro

Well, I guess you guys should know a bit about us, since we're going to be using this huh?

I'm Kayomie, the younger of the pair of us. I'm on the pudgy side and I have a big time interest in the paranormal, occult, legends, and the like. This is going to tie into Xirena's post after this one, but still. I watch some anime, but I'm a HUGE bookworm. Seriously, my favorite series is Vampire Hunter D by Hideyuki Kikuchi. Yeah, the guy indulges in the over-metaphorical, but it kinda helps paint the whole universe... Um... Sorry, I kinda rambled there.

Xirena is one of my best friends. She's about a year older than me and seems to have an undending wealth of obscure myth information that I still have yet to find out where she got them from. At the moment, she's the main one shit is happening to. She'll explain in a bit. We have similar interests, albeit that doesn't mean we share viewpoints. We just happen to know that we can agree to disagree and leave it at that. That's it on my end. Later!